Saturday, December 24, 2005
Merry Christmas, everyone...
I remember...
The women.
Christmas.
My lies.
My gift of gab, literal talents.
The what ifs...
They hunt me still.
Time?
I wish there, it was a knob.
Click and turn, modify.
However... It isn't possible.
If it was so, would I?
There's what I want all of you to know.
I'm living.
No what ifs for any of us.
No more flashbacks.
Because.
I remember them always... All of you. Everyone.
I live with them all.
Finally...
I am able to forgive.
Forgive my past?
Forgive my wrongs?
No.
What is it?
:)
Thank you all... For everything.
If my love is blind
Crucify my love...
If it sets me free, never know
Never trust that love should see a color
Crucify my love...
If it should be that way
Swing the heartache
Feel it inside out
When the wind cries...
I'll say good bye
Tried to learn, tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer?
Is this forever?
Like a river flowing to the sea
You'll be miles away and I will know
I know i can deal with the pain
No reason to cry
Crucify my love
Till the loneliness shadows the sky
I'll be sailing down and I will know
I know I can clear clouds away
Oh is it a crime to love?
Crucify my love...
Sorry but I am in a blank slate of late.
Anyway, GET OWNED WORLD!
MY COMPUTER IS FINALLY FIXED AND ON FULL POWER AND FULL SETTINGS.
GET READY TO BE OWNED BY THE KING!
GONE ARE THE DAYS I WAS LIMITED BY COMPUTING POWER.
DESTROY!
Well...
It seems to be a few nights since the last post.
All right all right, I know. Stop with the cursing in msn and tag.
Let's start off with some light topics eh?
My internet's been giving lots of probs lately.
Aaron hasn't been able to coonect among other stuff. Those close to me know this internet thingy has been going on for a long time.
To add salt to the wounds, the assistant manager was really...
Damn, Nick's calling for a game. Updates will be done by today.
I promise.
Er, maybe I'll change that to I'll try my best.
*Runs from the insults and pots and pans*
Updates tonight, hold for it.
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shh, drunk.
Seem to have an affinty with cars of late.
Almost killed myself running past a carpark some time back.
Not to mention my dad's and Nick's car.
Battle Realms.
Dota.
Warcraft.
Beer.
Pool.
Cinema.
Sums it up I suppose.
Read a few good books.
Tuesday with M and the 5 people you meet in Heaven.
Insightful?
A pure delight.
Just caught a show on the box, "Trading Spouses".
We should try that just for fun fellas, cept I think the only thoughts the boys will have are...
I'll leave that to your imagination. Ha!
Tonight 6p.m.
Helping a friend to take Ippt.
It's been like 10 000 years since I last did it.
*Curse and swear*
I hurt my eyes a bit this morning.
Had thought I'll just look out of my window for a bit when I woke.
Apparently, the sun's glare sort of rubbed off on the wrong side of me.
Anyway, the doctor said things should be fine just that I need to pay more attention to my surrondings for a while.
They are all white and blurry. Ha!
